im back?

Gklafj;ads;fkjads;kfja;dskfj;adsklfj ;dsklfjds;lkfj;ladskvnslckvnmadnvadskgfadsk;ljfask;ldj <-- my current feelings. I wish there was a book that I could follow telling me what exactly I should do. Life would be so grand then. But allas, life is not that simple. Got an iphone today. Its really swell. Regretting my decision just a little. haha. oh well. I like it. I'll be able to vlog more on the go now which will be really good because then I can look back on these videos and laugh my ass off. Its just...everything right now is so perfect, like I can't even begin to describe how perfect they are. It is almost to good to be true in a way. kinda like I don't deserve all this awesome, any of it at all. its completely crazy. I just don't even know where to begin... that's pretty much it. I am doing good :)

Here I Go Again

You know what is hard? Figuring people out. Trying to debate on whether or not that person is interested in you or not. I think that is the hardest part of becoming friends and such. A lot of people are really good at putting acts on. Ah. Just so confusing. I also HATE being the first one to text somebody because I feel like I am so annoying, yet another contributing factor to figuring things out, because if they don't like you and you text them then they feel obligated to text you back so they don't seem like  a jerk. If they did like you, they would be the first one to text you or respond quickly. So confusing >.< that is my life  right now. Figuring out if someone likes me back or not. I know its some major first world problems, but jeeze a little hint would be nice. When it comes to boys I am like a ten year old girl. Well, that's pretty much all I have been up too. Summer is pretty much half over. Figuring shit out is all i'm up too. I am actually in a really great position. I am so happy. Everything is good. Really good actually. Almost to good to be true. But that is what I always do, second guess myself.