I always forget that I have this thing.Oops. Found out my roommates for ISU, it's going to be a total blast. Just been working and working and working. When I am not working, I am at school working yet again. Le sigh. Only 3 weeks left of this hell though. These next few weeks are going to be quite exciting because:
- Holy B@man Musical will be released.
- Starkid is going on another tour.
- I will get to meet MEGAN COX.
- School will be over.
- ITS SUMMER.
- My Birthday
- Starkid show
- Parents' leaving for Wisconsin
- Going to North Carolina
- Indiana State University
These next few months are going to be crazy. I am so scared and a little excited, but I am more scared than anything. I really wanna leave for ISU. I believe I am ready for the next step of my life. I just wish my parents were going to orientation with me, I cannot do this without them. :( Oh this time next year, I may not be here for one, and I will be about 10,000 in debt. Yippie. It's the only way I can get my college education. So I HAVE too. Right now, I am dwelling on the past. Which isn't the best thing to do, I just have been so stressed lately, so doing this to myself now probably isn't best. I just can't help it sometimes. I miss you, then I don't because I realize how much better I am off without you. Then I think about how much fun we had and how you knew everything about me, now you don't know anything about me at all. It is just crazy how much one person can change in a year. How there surroundings are completely different than they used to be. Hence why I started my you tube channel videos. I guess everyone has these nights.
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