Unwanted

Thats how I currently feel. unwanted. I have A friend, one thats it. I have "other" friends,but only one. I think I also feel alone. Alone in this vast world. All by myself. I'm just going to keep everything to myself from now on.  I miss everything from last summer. When Laura and I were best friends. I miss that so incredibly much. I miss being in show choir, just so I can tell Mr.Reckner all of my problems and he would somehow make me feel better. I miss that all. I like this new me, but just not my surroundings. I miss Ben too. But that whole thing will never change. I miss everyone. Dan and Keely are dating. Awesome :/. I wanna go to BSU, not to be with them now I am realizing. I wanna go to get away. To get away from everything here. To hopefully solve my problems. Who knows how life will go anymore.