Well.....

..what does it mean to be fat? To be clinically diganosed as "fat" or is it just the way you feel. In today's society isn't everyone fat? FAT FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT

Here We Go Again.....

Just another typically day in the life of Elizabeth. Woke up, went to school, came home, and now I am here. I am beginning to learn a lot about things people call "Life" lately; it should not be taken for granted. If you want to do something...do it. Who cares what other thinks. If it is not possible, make it happen. Dont let anything hold you back. But yeah I am done ranting on about the same subject. I need something new in my life and I am trying to make that happen. I am beginning to do more spontaneous things and getting out more. Also going to try and update this blog as much as I can so I can become better at writing. Hopefully by the end of the semester I will be able to tell how my writing has improved. Maybe other exciting new things will have happened to me by then. I feel as though I have changed a lot since this time last year. I feel so much better about myself and I have really overcame my shyness. I guess what happened was I stopped giving a fuck what people thought about me. Becoming more outgoing and getting to know more people. I have also strayed away from all the homeschoolers, I mean I still hang out with them..but not as much. I guess Ben kinda ruined that one. BIG MISTAKE dating a homeschooler and your best friend. They have a lot of problems. A LOT OF PROBLEMS. You thought your life was complicated, become best friends with a homeschooler. Then you will think you are living the life, no joke. Thats besides the point. I have became good friends with a lot of college students. Like keely and Danlange. They are pretty awesome people. I have also been with Lauren a lot. Like 3 times a week. It has been awesome and I dont know why we never really hung out before. She is..amazing. Like... my best friend forever no matter what. But I say that a lot. Shes different and I like that. I can tell her anything and she can tell me anything. I love that.

Decisions

Im currently enrolled in Ivy Tech and to be frank I hate it so much. The reason is that I am not getting the full "college experience" and I am not studying what I truly want to study. I want to study Zoology at Ball State University. That has been my dream for a little over a year now. But all the shit that happened my senior year held me back from achieving that goal.  I let all the crap get to me, so I took the easy way out. I avoided filling out scholarships and applications and now I am paying the price. I want to get away and experience life on my own. I need to grow up. I need to do something for me. I am going to start a fund for next year. I know its forever away but if I put away $20 a week I could save up and have some sort of money. I am also filling out as many scholarships as I can. I have to grow up and do this. I know its a scary thought, but its time. I am slowly beginning to realize that. I have beginning to think about a lot lately. I need to get a move on in my life. I am not going to be young forever. This is my time to live.